A choice needed to be made. Choice 1 led to exploring something new, and venturing outside the confines of my safe shell. Choice 2 took me back to familiar settings but with many things changed.
It was a bit of a rushed decision made in less time, with less information and under more pressure than I normally like. Never good circumstances under which to make choices that have a large impact on your life.
I chose the latter. It was not an easy choice to make. I still don't know if it was a good one or the right one, but it's one I'm committed to now.
I don't think I've ever felt quite so conflicted in my entire life as I have been these past few days. It does not feel very good to be like this.
Time will tell if I have chosen wisely.